08:55 I don't know if you know who you are until you lose who you are.

I think.. I think when it's all over, it just comes back in flashes, you know? It's like a kaleidoscope of memories. It just all comes back. But he never does.

I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen. It's not really anything he said, or anything he did, It was, the feeling that came along with it. And, the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again.

But I don't know if I should.

I knew his world moved too fast, and burned too bright. But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward something who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you? Maybe he knew that when he saw me. I guess I just lost my balance.

I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him.

It was losing me.

15:33 Lagu galau?

Hullo.
Ini sampe sekarang aku masih galau.
Tapi harusnya aku kan ga boleh kaya gini. Waktu aku lagi seneng aja hidup aku ga produktif, apa lagi kalo lagi sedih. Tambah ga berguna aja hidup jadi beban orang, sambil sedih lagi(?)

BAIKLAH, AKU CERIA LOH! CEEERRRIIIAAA. :))

*dan aku pun galau lagi karena lagu terputus, kirain teh ada sms ternyata abis batre:'

Aku mau tulis aja ya lagu lagu yang suka/pernah bikin aku galau:( ps: maaf videonya ada yang unofficial.__.

INVISIBLE - Taylor Swift

Ini lagu yang palingpalingpalingpaling bikin galau. Sampe liriknya aku tulis di kertas terus aku tempelin di dinding sebelah kepala aku kalo tidur :''( gatau kenapa semuanya crush, ex crush, ex ex crush (?) nganggep aku tuh invisible, apa emang aku invisible gitu? Padahal statusnya available tuh. Aku ga invis woy:((

SECONDHAND LOVE - Cassadee Pope

Sebenernya lagu ini tuh ga match sama aku sih tapi gimana ya bikin galau weh, seringnya kalo lagi bete/kesel/sedih aku dengerin lagu ini sih, Cassadee keren banget. Intinya tuh tentang cowo yang jadiin cewe pelampiasan, tapi cewenya terlanjur sayang jadi nerima cowo apa adanya. Aku mah yang ngejadiin aku pelampiasan aja ga ada=)))

CANDLES - Hey Monday

Ini emang nadanya galau, terus kalo baca post aku sebelumnya pasti ngerti deh kenapa aku galau denger lagu ini. :'''''(

BACK TO DECEMBER - Taylor Swift

Dulu aku suka nangis dengernya, suka aku ganti jadi "i'd go back to november all the time". Tapi sekarang engga, dan aku pikir pikir stupidos juga sih ngapain nangis mikirin hal yang aku pikirin waktu itu kalo denger lagu ini. Kalo sekarang tuh like, please, it was two years ago. Emang aku udah ga mikirin lagi, bener bener ga pernah mikirin, ga galau juga kalo denger BTD, plus emang udah hampir ga pernah dengerin sih.

A THOUSAND YEARS - Christina Perri

Aku udah pernah ngebahas lagu ini kok, soal jadi ost Breaking Dawn dan kenapa ga jadi ost Immortal (yg filmnya ga/belom ada-_-)
Sebenernya ga galau galau amat juga, tapi nadanya galau jadi cocok didengerin sambil ngeliat hujan. Pokoknya bikin suasana mellow aja.

TOLD YOU SO - Cassadee Pope

Ini satu nadanya bener bener galau abis, liriknya juga keren "not gonna let you down, let you down easy, you're gonna feel it inside, it's gonna eat you alive" itu tuh maksudnya ngomongin tentang karma, ada juga yang keren "the ashes from the hell you put me through, they will be the memories what's left of me and you" cassadee keren.... xox


Udah deh 6 aja, itu lagu yang menurut aku bisa dilabelin "lagu galau". Dan sekarang juga aku lagi seneng dengerin lagu lagu diatas kecuali BTD._. enjoy the sad songs...

19:51 We're never getting back together. Like ever.

Oke kalo liat dua gambar diatas Jake kaya perv. Padahal bukan itu maksud aku. Mulai dari post ini aku mau pake gambar/gif untuk mengungkapkan perasaan aku. Hihi.

Balik ke topik awal, as we all knew, Taylor Swift has a new single that called "We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together". Berhubung judulnya panjang banget jadi kita singkat aja WANEGBT.

Aku kurang tau sih tapi kayanya lagu ini tentang Jake Gyllenhaal yang namanya susah banget alias mantannya Tay, mereka tuh ga langgeng langgeng amat. Tau kan Jake Jake itu yang main di film Prince of Persia. Pas aku nonton film itu teh ga ngerti maksudnya apa hahaha-_- pokoknya pasir waktu gitu kan. Aaah udah deh gatau, yang jelas sekarang Tay pacarannya sama Conor yang lebih tinggi dari dia padahal Tay sendiri aja udah tinggi banget.__. Dan mereka rumahnya sejalan. Dan mereka difoto paparazzi pegangan tangan mulu. Semoga aja langgeng sih hahaha.

Hmm menurut aku WANEGBT ini lagunya keren banget, semua lagunya Tay juga keren sih haha tapi yang ini tuh istimewa gitu.

Aku paling suka yang bagian ada "never say never" karena itu tuh word of Justin Bieber, aku gasuka jebe sih tapi ya unik weh. Soalnya Jebe sama Tay kan deket, terus Tay juga pernah Punk'd sama Jebe hahaha.
Terus aku juga suka yang ada percakapan telfon terus ujungnya "like ever." itu tuh keren banget haaaa pokoknya keren aja. wkwk. Kan lagunya aku jadiin ringtone terus kalo ada telfon aku malah nyanyi bukannya diangkat haha awkward moment._.


Udah sih sebenernya cuma mau ngebahas itu, lagian udah lama aku ga ngebahas Tay :p

20:17 Taylor Swift ft. Paula Fernandes - Long Live

I think this one's a very great song and I like the solo version too, I love Taylor Swift and all of her songs<13
I'll post the solo lyrics later <3

Lembrei desse sentimento
Gritando dentro de nós
Éramos todos meninos
E em cada um vivia uma paixão

Como na cena de um filme
Vencemos pesadelos
Enfrentando os dragões
Criados por nossos medos
Fruto da imaginação

De frente a uma nova era
Na onda de uma canção
Nós construímos história
Mente, alma e coração

Long live the walls
We crashed through
How the kingdom lights shined
Just for me and you
I was screaming long live
All the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
One day we will be remembered

I said remember this feeling
I passed the pictures around
Of all the years that we stood there
On the side-lines wishing for right now

We are the kings and the queens
You traded your baseball cap for a crown
When they gave us our trophies
And we help them up for our town

De frente a uma nova era
Na onda de uma canção
Nós construímos história
Mente, alma e coração

Long live the walls
We crashed through
How the kingdom lights shined
Just for me and you
I was screaming long live
All the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
I’m not afraid

Long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life
Fighting dragons with you
I was screaming long live
The look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders
One day we will be remembered

Hold on
Just spinning around
Confetti falls to the ground
May these memories break our fall

Lembrei do momento
Que fiz promessa pra nós dois
Pintando o nosso destino
Puro e simples, pleno
E sem fim

Que fosse assim
Sem um “goodbye”
Fosse pra sempre um “cheguei”
O sonho que construímos
Me vi feliz, eu te achei

Será muito mais
Que achar
Será muito além
Que pensar

Long live the walls
We crashed through
I had the time of my life with you

Long, long live the walls
We crashed through
How the kingdom lights shined
Just for me and you
I was screaming long live
All the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
I’m not afraid

Singin' long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life
Fighting dragons with you
Long, long live
The look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders
One day we will be remembered

19:36 :-?

Ini artwork yang aku bikin waktu hari apa gitu. Gara gara pas itu lagi seneng sama carly. Tapi waktu mau dijadiin ava gabisa, mungkin carly-nya terlalu seksi. Terus itu nama font call me maybe nya apa ya lupa, pokoknya ada. Kalo yang tulisan Carly Rae Jepsen aku bikin, ngikutin yang di cover single nya. Memakan waktu bermenit menit-_-

Ini sebagian Taylor Swift's part di lagunya B.o.B, Both of Us. Sebenernya bagian tay cuma 2 baris. Backgroundnya screen shot dari mv both of us, tapi ga keliatan tay nya._.

Ini bagiannya Julia Sheer di lagunya bareng MattyB, Forever and Always. Judulnya emang kaya lagunya Taylor Swift. Enakeun, terus liriknya juga unik

Ini artwork udah lama, sebaris lirik lagu Paramore yang Hello Cold World._. nempel terus di otak baris itu tuh gatau kenapa

Ini quote Taylor Swift yang artworknya aku jadiin background blog ini. Seriusan bikin sendiri kok

Ini juga artwork udah lama banget, sebaris lirik lagunya Selena Gomez yang Who Says. Kalo ga salah udah pernah cerita, lagunya sangat menginspirasi lah hahaha

19:54 Both of Us - B.o.B ft. Taylor Swift Lyrics

[Taylor Swift]
I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both of us
Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us

[B.o.B]
Ever thought about losing it?
When your money is all gone and you lose your whip
You might lose your grip
When the landlord tell you that you're due for rent
And the grass so green on the other side
Make a nigga wanna run straight through the fence
Open up the fridge about twenty times
But still can't find no food in it
That's foolishness

And sometimes I wonder
All we care so much about the way we look
And the way we talk, and the way we act
And the clothes we bought, how much that cost?
Does it even really matter?
Cause if life is an uphill battle,
We all try to climb on the same ol' ladder
In the same boat with the same ol' paddle
Why so shallow, I'm just asking
What's the pattern to the madness?
Everybody ain't a number one draft pick
Most of us ain't Hollywood actors
But if it's all for one, and one for all
Then maybe one day we all can ball
Do it one time for the underdogs
Sincerely yours, from one of y'all

[Taylor Swift]
I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both of us
Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us

[B.o.B]
I can feel your pain, I can feel your struggle
You just want to live, but everything so low,
That you can drown in the puddle
That's why I gotta hold us up, yeah hold us up
For all the times no one's ever spoke for us
So every single time that they play this song
You can say that, "that's what Bobby Ray wrote for us"

When the tides get too high
And the sea upon your knees get so deep
And you feel like you're just another person
Getting lost in the crowd, where's your partner, no please
Uh, because we won't be near yet, both of us
But we still stand tall with our shoulders up
And even though we always against the odds
These are the things that have molded us
And if life hadn't chosen us
Sometimes I wonder where I would have wound up
Cause if it was up to me
I would make a new blueprint
Then build it from the ground up, hey
But if its all for one, and one for all
Then maybe one day we all could ball
Do it one time for the underdogs
From Bobby Ray to all of y'all

[Taylor Swift]
I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both of us
Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us


I've been searching for the correct lyrics because I wanna do the rap things hahaha but lyrics from many websites are different so I don't know are they correct or not, then I tried to correct lyric from ezlyics so here it goes! I hope it's the correct one :)
And the MV is so flawless I don't know what to say about it. It's just..perfect. And everyone on that video was awesome.

17:45 ► Invisible - Taylor Swift ♫

She can't see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile
She'll never notice how you stop and stare
Whenever she walks by

And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

And I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me, but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead I'm just invisible

There's a fire inside of you
That can't help but shine through
She's never gonna see the light
No matter what you do

And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

And I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me, but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead I'm just invisible

Like shadows in a faded light
Oh we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes
And make you realize

I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
Baby let me love you let me want you

You just see right through me, but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead I'm just invisible

She can't see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile


Lagu ini tuh................. something.
Deep banget isi lagunya, tentang cewek yang ngeceng cowok tapi si cowoknya ngeceng orang lain. Padahal kalo misalnya mereka jadian mereka bakal jadi pasangan yang serasi. Oiya, mirip sama You Belong With Me, mungkin juga emang se-tema. Tapi kalo YBWM tuh nadanya ga galau galau amat, kalo Invisible... Udah paling cocok aja buat ngegalau.

Dan gatau kenapa aku pikir kalo lagu ini tuh aku banget.

Sebenernya aku gatau siapa kecengannya kecengan aku, tapi ada beberapa baris yang mewakili perasaan aku.

And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

Ini banget coy. Taylor Swift udah berhasil baca diary hati aku, dan emang dari dulu juga udah berhasil. Kalo dulu sih lagu Back to December itu nyepet aku banget, cuma December nya diganti jadi November 2010 :| eeeh udah move on deng, udah ga galau lagi kalo denger itu._.v

Tapi Invisible...

I JUST WANNA OPEN YOUR EYES AND MAKE YOU REALIZE.

19:55 My Favorite Music

I don’t have any favorite genre of music, but sometimes I like rock songs. I just like songs that have nice music and good lyrics. I love music very much. It’s like I can’t spend a day without listening to music or singing. There are so many songs I like and I can’t write them all here.

For the first person I describe here, I chose Taylor Swift. She’s a girl from Nashville that has been one of some people that ever makes me amazed. She’s the best female country singer ever. She’s also great on playing guitar. I started to being her fans (or we called it Swifties) since 5th grade. The first song I like is Love Story. I almost like all of Taylor’s songs, but here’s some that I like the most; The Story of Us, Ours, Safe & Sound, Eyes Open, Sparks Fly, Speak Now, Fearless, The Way I Loved You, Enchanted, Picture to Burn, Back to December, and many more. Mostly of her songs are love songs. Taylor often writes songs about her love life, or about the guys who gives effect on her life. And some of her songs fit with me. Its lyrics are so deep. Taylor writes most of her songs by herself. That was cool, Taylor inspiring me a lot.

Next person (or band) I’m going to describe is a band called Paramore. It’s a rock band from Franklin, Tennessee. The band’s name comes from their friend’s mother’s middle name, and its homophone ‘paramour’ means ‘secret lover’. I know this band from my elementary school friend and I started to like it since the first time I heard their song titled Playing God and it’s when I was on the 6th grade, if I am not wrong. At this time, Paramore was has 5 members, they are Hayley Williams as vocalist, Josh Farro as lead guitar and backing vocals, Jeremy Davis as bassist, Taylor York as rhythm guitar, and Zac Farro as drummer. But now Farro brothers had left the band because of some reasons. Paramore also has some past members who left the band early, but it takes so long if I write about them too. Their first single after they were just three was called Monster.
Paramore songs were very awesome. Just like Taylor Swift, I almost like all of Paramore song, but here’s some; Monster, The Only Exception, Renegade, That’s What You Get, Brick by Boring Brick, Decode, Misery Business, Adore, For a Pessimist I’m Pretty Optimistic, Crush Crush Crush, Brighter, Playing God, Pressure, Hallelujah, Emergency, Ignorance, and so many more.

Third band I want you to know is We Are the in Crowd (WATIC). It’s a pop-punk band from Poughkeepsie, New York. I’m new of being their fans, since January 2012. When I check my followers on twitter, I noticed their official Twitter account follows me. I downloaded their song and I like it. They have Taylor Jardine (she prefers Tay Jardine) as vocalist, Jordan Eckes as vocalist and guitarist, Mike Ferri as bassist, Cameron Hurley as guitarist, and Rob Chianelli as drummer. Their songs are awesome too, just like Paramore and songs of both bands are very close. Songs I like from WATIC are Both Sides of the Story, Easy, Rumor Mill, Never be What You Want, On Your Own, Kiss Me Again, For the Win, and others. I also like a Bruno Mars’s song, Grenade, covered by WATIC.

Fourth band I like is I See Stars. I like this band but I’m not a huge fans. It’s a band from Warren, Michigan. Their genre is post-hardcore. I think the clean-vocalist is very handsome. His name is Devin Oliver and he’s cute. Devin’s brother, Andrew Oliver, is drummer and backing vocal of ISS. Because I’m not a big fan, I don’t know much about them. But I like some songs of ISS. I like the music, but I don’t like the scream part.

So many else songs that I like, especially songs which has beautiful lyrics or great music, but I can’t write them all cause it would take years to write those in this post.

Sorry for mistakes. Comment and follow! ;-)

10:53

16:44

18:00

another Taylor's photo edited by me

17:57

one year ago a friend tag me this Taylor's photo on Facebook. today i edited it
bagus ga? hahaha

11:32

“Your lucky enough to be different, never change” 

-Taylor Swift

20:55

19:48 Back To December - Taylor Swift

mau share lagu... yeah ini lagu paling keren sepanjang masa

BACK TO DECEMBER by TAYLOR SWIFT
album : Speak Now

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and make it all right and
I go back to december all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to december all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to december, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to december, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to december all the time

All the time


don't forget watch video Taylor Swift performs 'Back To December' click here


p.s. liriknya ada juga di bawah page ini. check it out! (cekidot mode on)